I got soul, but I'm not a soldier

Is there so much hate for the ones we love?
Tell me, we both matter, don't we?
Let me steal this moment from you now.
And if I only could,
I'd make a deal with God.
You don't want to hurt me,
But see how deep the bullet lies
Unaware I'm tearing you asunder
There is thunder in our hearts.

/ mimut